Author: Sarah Justice

  • We should talk about Apples

    On my walk this morning I noticed a very sturdy tree, yielding plump and blushing apples. As the leaves have thinned, the fruit has a real  chance to show off in the golden sunlight of mid morning. I thought to myself, how tempting… just one! And then I wondered, do people even eat apples anymore? Of course they do or the grocery stores wouldn’t have displays of those perfectly uniform products all lined up and waiting to be sold by the pound. But my question is more… curious, as always. At what rate do people still plant apple trees, in comparison to a different time. A time when you’d get a phone call from the people up the road and they’d say “ we got a bucket of apples here for ya’ll”. Or better yet, they’d just bring them on over and if coffee wasn’t already on, it would be. Then you’d have a gift on your  hands and what would come first but pies, of course. Apple butter, apple sauce, dried rings, even homemade hooch. If nothing else then a sweet, crunchy snack to bridge your midday slump. What’s better than finishing an apple and chucking the core into the woods as hard as you can throw? Once upon a time school children presented the teacher with an apple and everything fell into place. One of the last times I ever sat with my great granny she had a bowl of little green apples in her lap, peeling them with an old paring knife, the handle and the blade held together with tape.

    That tree I saw was a portal to the past, I thought about Johnny Appleseed,  the mission he embarked on of growing trees from seed and his passion for conservation. I imagine Johnny found his way into our region along his way, I wondered if that tree was a descendant of his life’s work.

    I thought about neighborliness, community, someone to hold the ladder while you reached for the top. I’ve never looked towards an oak tree and wondered ..”who must have planted this tree”… but I did about that apple tree and every other apple tree I’ve ever seen.

    What inspires one to plant an apple tree? Perhaps having grandkids, or just for the sake of watching something bring forth food, something out of nothing. Maybe it’s because we want something to root for, to cheer on and to celebrate, or it might just be to hold hands with something nostalgic. Who had an apple tree in their yard from your past?

    In my yard there is a peach tree. I planted it 7 years ago and we have had nearly a dozen cobblers throughout it’s best producing years. People will warn of bees and other pests, or stepping into rotting fruit but it has been worth every nuisance. Nothing in my garden is more beautiful than rosy peaches in the hot July sun.   

    I needed a plan for Saturday anyways so in the spirit of the past’s portal, I baked an apple pie. I studied the label on a roll-out pie crust from the store and just couldn’t do myself that way, so I cut cold butter into flour and made a delightful mess for the sake of homemade crust. I peeled and cut granny smiths, and decided to find a recipe in an old community spiral cookbook. There is something special about a recipe donated for local fundraising and I’ve collected many of what I call “church cookbooks.” The one I chose was from right here in my own county, a series of recipes compiled by the Extension Homemakers of Boyd County from 1988. I was delighted to discover that the contributor of this Dutch Apple pie recipe was a lady I’ve come to know in the community, she is in her 80s now and I run into her from time to time at the neighborhood grocery store. I cannot wait to see her next, and to share with her this funny story of following her directions 37 years later.  I decided to add a lattice top, picture perfect.  
     

    In case you’re interest has been sparked- apple trees can be planted in late fall or early spring, and I can promise the first yield of fruit will be worth every effort.

    It’s hard to say how much apple tree planting is still alive, but I was happy to see this one. In a perfect world we’d have fruit trees in public parks, everyone would help to keep the trees healthy, and we’d have pie every night together.     

    I hope you get a piece of pie soon.

    Thank you for reading and as always drop me a line, I DO love to chat!

    justicesarah67@yahoo.com

  • Pinched about the Past

    Lately I’ve been nursing the sting of nostalgia. My mind wanders back to a classroom that doesn’t exist anymore, one with crayons and glue, shapes and colors. I wish to belly up against a glossy desk with curiosity for the day; to have no say in what I eat or where I go, to just be along for the ride. I want my imagination back, not the dreams of world peace but of dragons, ferries, caves. My ignorance bliss is forever gone as long as there are screens around. Going far away was easy because it was only to the end of the street, just out of view for a second. I miss the weightlessness of the past because in the present even the problems that aren’t mine still feel like mine. I wish to believe in everything again, how easy it was. The condition of being a grown up- that everything feels like waiting, but not for anything good. And because these are all acute injuries to the spirit, I’ve chosen to do nothing but embrace what is true about my life now. What you resist will always persist, and so I’m giving myself a dose of acceptance this week and raising a toast to time and change. It is a comfort to know that Gladys would have been so understanding, in Stillmeadow Calendar she writes… “One morning I go out to pick wild asters and suddenly it is September at Stillmeadow. I think it is the smell of the air, like the wild grapes and windfall apples. I know fall is here, although the world is still green with summer. …I feel an urgency to gather in all the loveliness of the past blazing days and star-cool nights and keep them forever.” If only I would have known about growing up then, I would have gathered up so much to bring along for the life ride. I know now there lives a moment in time that I kicked my green soccer ball into the invisible goal against the neighbor’s fence for the very last time.

    If you read my past posts you would know about the pencil season and my habit for picking up pencils around the school grounds on my walks. This is been a slow year, and I grew fearful that perhaps kids gave up pencils all together for digital scribbles. My walk on Thursday proved otherwise because not only did I find 3 pencils, but two of them were colored pencils -one orange and one purple. Secondary colors. It occurred to me that these little hints were there for me on purpose, to remind me that I am on the secondary season of my life. Where I had intended on making a left, seeing the pencils lead me to walking in the direction of a little neighborhood pond, and so I took heed to what the universe was telling me. As I walked and reflected on taking life a little too serious sometimes, I was reminded that in spite of how short our lives are, I still have so much ahead of me.

    Decades from now I may feel the same sting of nostalgia, but for my little house on Blackburn Avenue, taking walks around the middle school, making soups and spending time with my little angel poodle. Maybe to treat my current aches I will gather up some loveliness from these days to carry with me forever.

    Alongside of my toast to time and change, I also say cheers to the last calendar day of summer. It was 88 degrees here today, we had a very hot and bright weekend, perhaps one of the last hot weekends of the year.

    If you find your heart pierced with nostalgia I suggest you take yourself out for ice cream, it might be your last until the warm days return.

    Thank you for reading and as always, drop me a line because I DO LOVE to chat!

    justicesarah67@yahoo.com